- Sewing - Got a free sewing machine from a girlfriend who shipped it from Cleveland - have yet to touch it, other then to take it out of the box. I'm in sewing classes, but only touch my pattern and fabric when I'm in class or getting ready for class. I'm not experimenting or doing anything on my own.
- Weight Watchers - blew off yesterday's weigh in/meeting. It is the first time I've ever purposely skipped a meeting. I plan on weighing in tonight.... but I just couldn't sit through a meeting.... even though they help (a little). Though last week I had a bad attitude...with my arms crossed and a scowl on my face. "Would I go back to eating whatever I wanted, knowing I'd gain all the weight back?". Why yes I would, for 3.8lbs, I'd definitely go back to not counting, not being hungry, and not feeling guilty for going over my points every weekend. And the first 2 weeks I started WW, I was a super star with drinking water..... I MAYBE drink one glass a day lately.
- Working out/being active: Ha Ha Ha.... no comment. I took the stairs all day - one day last week and haven't gone back. Even though it wasn't THAT hard, or it didn't take THAT much longer.
- My appearance - I used to have a "style" or at the very least I felt "in style".... and thought that I had a pretty face and a nice rack (to make up for being fat) and dressed nice, and always had good hair (thanks to Nadean & Shawndah) and wore make up, but now between my clothes and my hair I feel FRUMPY. I just haven't been feeling "fashion". I feel like I'm totally out of touch with what's "in style". And since I hate the shape of my body, I hate how my clothes look on me. I got rid of a ton of stuff a few weeks ago... tons of stuff that I was hoping to fit into ONE DAY. Yeah, well, I'm sure they will be out of style by then anyways, if they weren't already.........We'll see how I feel after I get some color in my hair this weekend. I love that my "mullet" was cut off and my hair is almost all one length (not counting some fun layers) but he trimmed up my bangs, and I don't know what to do with them so - I kinda hate them. I'm gonna ask them about it on Saturday........ I want to do more dresses... I wore a dress yesterday with black tights and a black blazer and I felt pretty good!!!! Though I was freaking freezing!
- Work - I was in a 2 1/2 day training last week, and it was nice to be fairly busy and learning stuff. I totally could be an LO, but the industry is just so bad right now, it doesn't make sense to risk my salary job. But I have to admit, it's hard to come back to my desk when I have NOTHING TO DO! Seriously, very little going on. I know the industry is a mess, but it feels like our LO's don't do much anyways and don't work very hard and it's frustrating. I'm used to coming from a very competitive environment where everyone wants to be number one. It's SO not like that here. Which is cool when I get to leave early, but is frustrating when I see our numbers or I'm just asked to make color copies... I mean, come on! Look at my resume - you are paying me what just to personalize a flyer and hit a print button? I shouldn't really complain, because at least I HAVE A JOB. But I'm bored. Like a lot. And I could be doing more, but again.....
- Home - it's okay... It's by no means a PIG STY - but it can use some improvement... for sure.
"How soon 'not now' becomes 'never'.” - Martin Luther King Jr.
"Every accomplishment starts with the decision to try."- Unknown
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